Since I ran my 5km pb in late May and the Blaydon Race in early June I’ve got to say nothings happened for me running wise. I have put pressure on myself by publishing my target to do sub 17 mins for 5km. And I have also made some mistakes, school boy errors. But that’s about it, I’ve stood still otherwise.
But I think running is like that. I read somewhere that improving in running is like the tide coming in and going out. It will ebb and flow. For me at the minute the tide is going out. But it won’t be long before it comes in again. And when it does I’ll be running sub 18mins for 5km which is my next step towards sub 17.
It’s when the tide is going out that it’s important to remember where you started. I haven’t enjoyed the tide going out over the last 4 weeks. It’s been frustrating almost watching form slip away (note – I don’t even know if it is, it just feels that way). I wanted to build and grow straight after Blaydon. My body said no. It would be easy to continue to make mistakes, to refuse to listen to your body and plough on regardless.
Luckily I kept training diaries from around April last year. I’ve been able to remind myself where I was and what I was doing. It’s made me realise how far I’ve progressed in such a short time. I don’t think I even realised what a productive block of training I completed in the 5-6 weeks leading up to 9th June. It was intense, it paid off but it meant I needed time off. I didn’t realise this, it’s a lesson learnt.
It’s a scientific fact that once you’ve gained a level of fitness it is that much easier to get there again and indeed push on further. I believe this, and the fruitless past month will be forgotten when I come back stronger and fitter and ready to roll back in on the tide…hopefully in the Autumn. Sometimes a rest and time to reflect on how lucky and determined you are is all you need. In short, don’t let something that is so good at beating stress become a stress in itself.